#FiqaInternshipJourney Part1
by Yesterday's-Now ( 0 comments )

Wednesday, May 4, 2016
May 04, 2016
Salam & hai!


18th January 2016 - that's the start of my internship journey.

Internship starts!

InshaAllah for the next 7 months here. :)
I'll try to gain the knowledge here as much as I can.
it's more to geophysics and related to my studies.
I've been learning about seismic, and here, also learn about seismic but, more advance I guess.
everything here seems so new because the software is different.
so, I need to learn from 0.
before this, in UTP, I used different software.
so, pray for my success.
InshaAllah.  :)

1st week is so krikk krikk…
Because all the bosses including my SV is not in the office.
They all went to Houston for meeting
So the 2nd week only then I met with them
My SV was super-duper nice, he’s like a father
He always asks me am I alright, what I want to do, etc..

Then I met with the mentors.
All of the mentors are good and gave very good explanation.
They are damn good, it’s like if you have any problems regarding geology/geophysics, they can answer you.
Sometimes you only need a little bit of explanation but, they will give you more
They will keep on explaining until you understand what you ask
Well it’s great that you meet the expertise who are friendly & very good in their field



What I’m that sad is in my department, there’s no single person who is in their 20s
Tiada rakan sebaya!
Seriously, I’m kind of awkward at first & a little bit stress because somehow I can’t be myself like I am
I can say that I’m talkative, I love to chit chat, gossip & whatsoever, sometimes can be a little bit childish, can be serious, I am very cheerful like everyday I always laugh out loud!
But, working with everyone who is much older than me (majority 30+++) was quite difficult.
When it is on work, I can be professional & there’s no problem with that
But, in terms of going to sit down & chit chat with ‘non-work’ things, it was quite hard.
It’s like I’m having this barrier between them because it is so hard for me to tell them what I want to tell
Yelaaaa, different generations.
They don’t understand what my preference & I also don’t understand them
They always tell about their families, anak skolah mana, anak mcm mna sekarang.
OMG! I just feel that awkwardness. 
All I did was listening. I don’t give comment & I think my laugh is also fake!
Hahaha!!


I just need my friends back.
At first I thought, the department that I’m attached to is similar to other department where they have young engineers which I can joke around easily.
But it turn out that my department is the people who are already expert in their own field.
It is actually good for me as well as I can learn more!

But yeah, still, I miss myself back before the internship
Umi kata, “That is reality, you need to cope with that. And ni pun is a good learning for you to become more mature. Ni umi tgk mcm budak2 je. Sbb tu takde boyfriend lg. Kejap2 smua, UMIIIII….PAPA…… cuba jadi matang sikit”
Terasa padu di hati ni.
Tp, nk buat mcm mana, tak mai lg rasa nak jd matang tu
I prefer to be like this for the time being as I’m not ready yet.
This makes me feel happy.

As time goes by, barulah okay sikit kot as I tend to meet with new people in other department
There’s this one lady which I salute her la!
She’s a reservoir engineer who is great!
Well she’s 29 but I like her very much sbb dia very outgoing person
Do whatever that makes you happy, love to tell stories, share her experience masa p kerja kt oil rig. Very interesting.
Well, somehow, I hope that someday, there are opportunities like that for me to go work outside Malaysia.
Papa pernah ckp, “I want you to go work at other countries as well. Masa dulu2, wan tak bagi papa pergi kerja jauh2. Tapi, papa bagi fiqah pergi kerja. Klau tak lama pun xpa, but at least you get the experience. If you happen to get married at this early age, I hope that your husband understands you because I want to see you succeed. And If you ada anak pun, papa sanggup jaga when you’re not around”
Amboi, smpai mcm tu naaa.

Well, I’m not having thoughts like that for the time being – to get married at this early age ke apa because I’m not ready for any commitment yet.
Love is about communication, responsibility, caring, loving, trusting with each other.
I must say that I’m not ready yet for that because now my main focus is to study & serve my parents as good as possible.
Tipulah kan klau kata tak jealous tgk org lain bercinta ke apa & tipulah klau xde niat di hati ni utk bercinta kea pa. tu semua fitrah seorang manusia.
Memerlukan & diperlukan.
Tapi, I’ve always imagine myself in that situation & keep on asking the same question, “What if I’m having relationship with someone? Dah ready ke? Klau belum, baik tak payah. Nnt masing2 kecewa, sedih & apa2 la.”
Skrg ni, I’m just want to enjoy my life with my families & friends.
Yelaaa, zaman2 mcm ni la nk have fun.
Nnt dah tua2 nnt mmg tak dah la kan? nnt mnyesal plak.
So, yeah do whatever that makes you feel good.
Tapi, klau satu hari nnt cepat jodoh saya, then why not kan? hihihihi..
But, for the time being belum lagi.

we celebrated our boss birthday
serious dia susah sgt nak senyum
but finally, yeah dia senyum on his birthday!



Went to karaoke at pavi with different department
well, thank you for inviting me :)


OTC Asia 2016
It was one great experience to be at the booth with all of these experts
I get to learn new things which includes the latest software by landmark. 
When you can meet with people & also be close with your colleagues.
I feel that I am close with my colleagues as well I can get to know people in other departments as well
After OTC, I can say hi to those people that I know
As well as gaining confidence when meeting with new people.
Thank you so much for the experience. I appreciate it very much :)

*papa look so handsome with suit & tie. hahaha :D

*with my classmates :)



*2 pass aku p amik. muehehehe. wlaupun dh dapat pass halliburton tp, yeah, saja ja nk pass student sbb still student lg kan?*

SIT Presentation
Thank you both UTP SV & Host Company SV as well as my mentors who always give support & encourage me during this internship period
I guess this is my 1st presentation which I can say that I have confidence during the presentation


tupp...tupp... tiba2 dah habis SIT
it's already 15 weeks since I started my internship.
fuhhh laju gila masa brlalu
then I need to start my project
the project is to implement back what I’ve learned so far but be more independent in terms of selecting which horizon/fault to pick & etc…
Congrats Kak Midah & husband.
tup tup dah kawennn.
dah lama tak jumpa & tiba2 dapat kad kawen
Selamat Pengantin Baru. Moga bahagia smpai Syurga.  :)

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Recently, just recently...
but why all of sudden?
why so sudden you appear again?
start dgn gmbr, ur sister whatsapp, umi yg tiba2 ckp, "dia tggu fiqa tu kot"
haiiiihhh, sejak dr tu serious brterusan je..
ade je bnda yg nk diingatkan..
knpa jadi mcm ni?

jujur aku kata aku mmg rindu smua org kt kuantan
enthlah knapa, bnyk kali duk masuk mmpi psal korg.
sbb mgkin lama dh kot tak gathering smua org skali.
someone please, kawen cepat.. 
only then we can gather.
rindu cikgu2 skolah.
seriously rindu gilaaaaa...